Pensive Soul: 2010

Saturday, 13 November 2010

BOOMERANG

I have released you, but not forever

Like a boomerang on a windy day

I’ve let you go with deep conviction

That you’ll return one day, from play, to stay

I have liberated you, you weren’t ready

Like I’m not ready now to hold regret

If the winds of your love must lead you back

Such ricochet I may accept

With great strength and speed you’ve been emitted

To spin through hearts within your path

Until the angle of change bends you

Then inadvertently you’ll bounce back to start.

As a man you have that potential

To exhibit both character and integrity

If you must come back, return with mass

For an increase in mass, increases attractions probability

I’ve loved you, but can I truly love you

If I wink at all your flaws

Hence I’ve released you now, to change, time and fate

Yes, I’ve set you free to boomerang laws

LEVEL 2

Platonic, Platonic?

My last platonic friend, crossed the platonic line

Why waste time being platonic boy, when you know you should be mine

Don’t platitudinize my desires because that is not enough

Neither water down my affections, by calling them lust

Every word that we exchange makes me want you more and more

My heart sprints when I think of you like it’s never raced before

I want you, you want me, and I’ll tell you what to do

Plateau this platonic compromise and take it up to level two.

I think it’s real unfair, the folly of your choice

Yet I pick up the phone and call longingly to hear your voice

Your strong desires to have something

That is both perfect and unreal Confuses me,

Why do you fail to consider how I feel?

Boy, we love, we trust, we share, we even cry and embrace

Is it now wrong that I want more, am I so damn out of place?

You’re my boy, I’m your girl why not listen to my plight

This platonic friendship must now soar to higher heights.

Honey Forgive me please, I do not mean to be so direct

Yet if I withhold truth from you, I’ll live forever in regret

Before another high tide comes or we get lost in love’s triangle

Let’s pool our affections to steer this ship of relation, in the right angle

My love for you is deep, so much deeper than the ocean

Tell me, should I even try to conceal this notion

I know you, you know me, but there is so much more

For this platonic relationship has yet another level to explore.

Level 2!

SPACE EXPLORATION

The inner gravity of her beauty

Caused an instant eclipse to start

Whilst the mysterious constellation of her body

Mapped the affectionate sky of his heart

The great telescope of his fantasy

Peered longingly into the universe of her soul

And his strong desires to enter her galaxy

Were enticed by sure flirts of her black whole

With her eyes she’s invited this new astronaut

To embrace her space and explore

The orbits of his ideas bore no buts,

For each revolution to him confirmed

That she was her, his star for sure

Though the comets of his insecurities

Past hurts, lust and distrust

Blurred the satellite of his emotions

And disabled the rockets of his touch

Under all this atmospheric pressure

He boldly stood in absolute awe

And waited for that big bang like shuttle of confidence

With which her love forever did implore

Need I say more?

MY TESTIMONY

I shall tell the truth,

The whole truth

And nothing but the truth

I am a victim, to the error of circumstance

In the wrong place at the wrong time I was when love took its chance

Love came to me, unrequited, well disguised and unexpected

In my days of loneliness, this love stalked my soul

And in my night of isolation love took control

True I heard love’s footsteps behind my back

But by the time I turned around love had launched its attack

Although I tried to fight, love, was strong it overpowered me,

And I fell down, my feet froze, my tongue, tied

My heart trembled when love got inside

It sought me out can’t you see

In my lonesome innocence love preyed on me

Now, my soul longs, my heart bleeds, my eyes are tearful oceans

Hence I plead, love?

It’s infectious, don’t set it free

Love it’s guilty

Your honor, love, raped, me

So please, somebody arrest love!

IN LOVE’S DEFENSE

Your honor, it is my expressed aim to prove to the court today

Why not to be swayed by what this plaintiff has to say

Every one of her accusations is overtly unfair

Since on that crime scene, my client Love, was never there

Your honor, this case is built on the premise, of mistaken identity

And the plaintiff was not raped by love, but lust, in the first degree

Love was busy that night of the incident,being humble and kind,

And this plaintiff, hmn, surely I think she has lost her mind

She recalls being in the wrong place at the wrong time

Now she commits three errors accusing the wrong subject of the crime

When she fell, in lust, she must have hit her head

How can we not discredit every thing she said?

The defendant Love is capable of only what is good and right

And not culpable of quick anger, jealousy nor sleight

All of this blatant character defamation,

Has placed upon my client a yoke of unjust condemnation

These indictments, since they were made in poor fate

Members of the jury, my client Love, we must exonerate

HE CONQUERED ME!

He conquered me!

He broke down my barriers and entered

He conquered me!

Then all of my principles were rendered

Defeated I’ve been defeated within

The quake of my body

Drenched by the tears of my soul

And battle cries of my ideas

Which in one moment unfold though untold?

He conquered me!

Because he silenced my boastings when he twisted my tongue

The air of his presence has left me spell bound

He conquered me!

With few words and no drinkable wine

For, Experience and naivety at one table did dine

When dessert came only one had pleasure

For conquering is was the conqueror’s leisure

My treasure, in his leisure, was pleasure

And if time had limits his use of it bore no measure

When he conquered me!

Can this defeat last forever?

MY LOVEBIRD

It was your beauty that mesmerized me

And your eyes, they hypnotized me

So though, your presence evanesced

Still till this day, I reminisce

The octave of your smile

Has lingered for a while

Whilst the tender embrace of your whole

Keyed love symphonies to my soul

The baritone range of your voice

The poetic splendor of your poise

The sweet nectar of your kiss

And, so much more, I truly miss

I’d neither cage you nor enrage you

Though I’d love to hear you sing

So choose time signatures and I’ll place bar lines

And, even sooth the rhythm of your wings.

LOVE´S MATHEMATICS

Sexy, sexy, sexy,

You are sexily recurring to me

The sum of your kind ways equals infinity

You are loving, wonderful and true

God solved my problem the day I met you

You are the root of my desires

The undeniable cube of my fantasy

The logarithm of my dreams

And the index of my aspirations

The clock of my thoughts

Gently pauses when you come to mind

You've add joy to my heart

And profound significance to my time

In the circular expanse of my life

You are my right angle

In the linear expression of my future

You're that independent variable

You are impressive, intelligent

And intricate in many ways

You compliment me baby

POET´S PLIGHT

Tons of ideas prance wholly the stage of my mind

Yet to but grace this paper, not one I could find

Inspiration’s interruptions as profound oceans

Enrich inadequacy’s expression of this now so urgent notion.

Word volunteers render service, sarcastic, ironic and long

Yet to embrace this masterpiece, they are so woefully wrong

Blank pages, scratched lines and still nothing apt to tell them

Big yawns, spent time, hmn, another unfinished poem.

ACCESO DENEGADO

Estoy libre, libre de tu poder

Estoy liberada de tu dolor y placer

Estoy fuera de tu alcance

Tu dominación amarga-dulce

Te oigo, llamando, gritando, tocando

Como un extranjero en lo oscuro

Pobrecito, no voy a darte paso

Las lleves de mi tesoro están ocultado

Cada día te observo, apurado

Caminando como el Rey del universo

Con todo el mundo prostrado a su trono

Debilitado por su encanto

Pero yo, no estoy lista, aun poco interesada

Poco ciega, tú no me cautivas

Y tus toques tienen huellas eternas

No me puedas encadenar con tus misterios

Tu fragancia momentánea, y amor caliente-frio

Aun a mi entorno tú controlas

Hasta que esté lista no me puedes dominar

Porque tengo las llaves y la puerta está cerrada!

CLOSURE

There is a lounge in my life that opens only for you

A secret chamber of emotions, activated solely by your touch

You've carved a door to my heart,
Locked it and walked away with the key

I am yet to understand why you turned away from me

Thoughts of you make me cry

Those showers of tears drench my soul,

As the mileage of this separation’s distance unfold

It’s so silent without you, I feel so alone

To your friendship there is no auxiliary

Your company, has no clone

Your overall absence makes light look so dim

Without your serene presence, life, just seems so grim

I miss you, I miss you, I miss you its true

I once planned to spend my forevers with you

But you’ve spent your while and left my love awoken

Would I ever move on, when my heart’s no longer open

I did all that I could, yes even gave you my best

And now you’ve just walked away quietly

And left me here in distress

If you but owe anything- it’s an explanation

And the keys to this heart you have carelessly broken.

MENTIROSO

Dices que me amas, con ojos llenos de lujuria

Dices que me quieres, pero no lo demuestras

Me ofreces una mano de amistad con un agarra débil

Haces muchas promesas, con palabras vacías

¿Dime, mi Vida, de que manera me amas?

Un corazón sangrando
Un alma con deseo
Memorias de amor
Que han enfriado
Dolor de espesor tan real
Un abismo de soledad
Desprovisto de felicidad
Los silencios sollozos
Del llanto de mi corazón
Lagrimas de cuestiones
En pos de la razón
Tal vida linda sino camino aislado
Sombrado por un corazón rechazado
Conflictos rítmicos
Temblores sísmicos
Pausas de sueños
Por esfuerzos frustrados
Un cambio temporal
Sin explicación real
Y un corazón castigado

HEARTBREAK

A bleeding heart, a longing soul

Memories of love that has run cold

Thick pain so real

Deep loneliness, devoid of bliss

The silent sobs of my heart’s cry

Quick temptations to question why

Beautiful life, but lonely path

Shadowed by a broken heart

Rhythmic conflicts, seismic tremors

Pause of dreams by broken endeavors

Seasonal change, bringing continuous pain

And a lonely heart