QUESTIONS OF GRIEF

How,is the one word which races across my eyeballs
How, do I make ends meet?
How, do I feed these hungry mouths?
How, do I pay these debts?

Why,like an echo surrounds me
Strumming my eardrums
into a frenzy
Why, is this happening to me?
Why, couldn't life just let him be?

I am losing equilibrium again
So in tears I ask, when?
When, will it get better?
Today,tomorrow,
now, or is it
Never?

Copyright(c)2018 by Camille Caliscia Patrick
#life through a widow's eyes