PLEA

I heard a whisper

In my subconscious

Saying that you left

The cold engulfs me,already

Think of waking up
without your embrace

And I am saddened

I’m even hardened

For in the depths of my heart

I don’t understand why 

you always seem 

to choose  this path

You have left me again

Like you’ve done before

And your absence is surreal

I cannot ignore it

The joy you brought me

Or the feelings that I feel

For  I do miss you Honey,

Every second of every minute

Every minute of every hour

And every hour of every today

Now and forever,already!

But I’m not running 

after you this time

It was your decision 

to leave, not mine

And I have had enough

Enough misunderstandings

Enough testings

Enough tears

Enough shame and stares

This love that I love

And has loved 

For love’s sake

Does not love me back-

The way I want it to

Unconditional love?

Love that leaves when it

does not have its way

Without conversation

Without resignation

No goodbye Kiss

Again You just walked away

And in my mind
There is emptiness in my  heart 

Where you lay

A void that I would never fill!

Of a love that’s so Divine

I would give anything

To have you,again

Just say you’ll be mine!

desire,dream or fantasy

All of my sugars combined

But you don’t know

What you mean to me

Still,after all this time?

So I am saddened

I rather say to this life goodbye

And  die in disappointment 

than live without you
Our love is as strong as death

But I’m not running

after you this time, My Love

Because I never asked you to leave

And maybe,this is just tough talk

For by tomorrow I would be broken

I’m  not mistaken I’m sure,

Begging and crawling 
and longing for you

Yet you desire more?

so you left Me here, wrapped

In the palm of your hands-

Like plasticine,even  in your absence?

My Lord, I still love you

Come back to me!

Copyright©2017 by Camille Caliscia Patrick